Despite the previous message being the “one last thing,” Icezer decided was worth crossing Bloops’ boundaries in order to send, there was still more coming. On May 15th, Icezer decided that it was time to disregard Bloops’ wishes and the advice of staff, and contact Bloops yet another time.

This time, it was to drop a 15-minute audio file, goodbye.ogg, in Bloops’ hands.

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/932192968973123644/1107529743777140786/goodbye.ogg

It’s mostly a retread of things that have already been said, but a few notable sections are transcribed below.

“Maybe if people hadn’t made some big fucking deal out of it all”

You know, I originally wasn't even going to say anything. But if this is really it, if this is really goodbye, I'm sorry. Even now I just -- I'm trying to keep going for my own sake. But I still feel like I ruined your fucking life. And I feel like maybe if people hadn't made some big fucking deal out of it all, then maybe you would have stayed, you would have been able to be happy. Because I just wanted you to be happy. If I knew that all you wanted was space from me I would have given it to you. If I just knew the truth, I would have listened. I would have listened to you.

But now people think I'm someone and something that I'm not. Charyb may as well believe I'm some fucking creepy-ass grown woman who was trying to take advantage of you. But no, I swear. I swear that's not what I was doing.

“Even if we both did things wrong that led to this”

I'm not the fighting sort. You know I'm not. But if this is -- if this is really goodbye, I don't even know if you'll ever hear a single word of this. But I just -- I peacefully just want to say goodbye, because you've changed my life for the better. Even if there were moments in our friendship where, you know, we pushed each other to our limits. Even if we should have taken more breaks from one another. Even if we both did things wrong that led to this.

“I wasn’t an adult when I met you” (Icezer was 18 when she met Bloops, who was 14 at the time.)

I was still -- I wasn't an adult yet when I met you, and you helped me realize, what, you know, a lot of my emotions feel like. And you helped teach me about certain things I shouldn't do, and things I should do a certain way. You helped give me insight as to who I want to be, and how I want to do things, and the kind of person I am.

“If anyone is to be blamed, it's people for doing people shit.”

And look, I don't blame you for anything that has happened to me. None of it is your fault. I refuse to blame you. Even if there are things I think you could have done different, I don't blame you for this. If anyone is to be blamed, it's people for doing people shit. Being spiteful, narrowminded, assuming. I don't blame you. This isn't your fault.

“I just wish we could have done things the peaceful way. Because I'm always -- I'm always open to that.” (Circumstances show this is simply untrue.)